Oh hi, WordPress, long time no see- were you out of town for awhile? No? Sick? Not really? Busy with work? Or were you avoiding me?
Wait, what? I’m the one who hasn’t been around? Woops, guess you caught me there.
Life has left me paralyzed these last two months, a whirlwind of change has gifted me with anxiety so fierce it’s all I can to get out of bed each morning. I left my job of over eleven years and began a new chapter of existence, but what should have been an exciting and joyful time has left me more nervous and depressed then I was prepared for, and most days it’s all I can do to process the hurricane of emotions and thoughts that run in dizzy circles through me. I wake at four thirty or five every day, already afraid of what will happen next.
Chasing the Four Winds 